Wow what a wonderful weekend!

I spent the weekend on a road trip to Eastern Washington. Went to go to the cowboy bar. First me and Freya got to road trip over to Spokane. We had a really good time during the drive. Had lots of time to talk about stuff and to giggle and to basically let loose.

Well me and freya meet up with Garret and Ivan in Spokane. We go to buy cowboy hats for the guys and some work boots for me. Then we went to meet Garret's mom and Dad. Garret is going to move back over here and he wanted to say good bye to his mom and dad. While Garret hopped into the shower really quick, Ivan walked me and Freya to the town Fair. Newport is really small and so was their fair. There weren't any rides scary enough for any of us to take the time to ride, but Ivan bought an elephant ear to eat.

We then went from Newport back to Spokane where me and Freya got to go shopping. We finished our shopping trip, went to Ivan's friend Joel's house and got dressed up to go to the bar.

Ivan's friends are really neat. They kind of remind me of my group of friends. Really cool crowd. I was able to be myself and feel comfortable being myself with them. They were fun to go to Kelly's with.

Then I'm at Kelly's dancing with Ivan. Slow dancing, fast dancing, swing dancing, dirty dancing..... all of it. I was looking up at him.... looking in his eyes.... and I realized that I was falling in love with him!!!! I am in love with Ivan. Do you have any idea how free that makes me feel. How happy. I see sunshine, flowers, rainbows, puppies..... la la la la

I love Ivan

BIG SMILE

I can't wait to see him again. Saw him this morning at noon. Need to see him soon.

Damn how did all this happen? How did it sneak up with me?

I love it!