The other day my roomate started talking to me and we ended up having this long drawn out conversation about her views on her life, where she is going in that life and how sex plays into her life. Now I have no problem being a good friend and being a good listener, that's just how I am. I do, however have a problem listening to someone talk shit to me. Even though she didn't know that I knew she who she was talking about.

She was sharing some of her views on sex with me. Mostly casual sex. She went on and on about how she doesn't believe in having casual sex. She feels that in order for her to have sex with someone she has to be connected to them in one way or another. She kind of talked down about those who chose to casually have sex with other people. Really started to piss me off when she started doing that. We all know that she thinks I am a slut and said some not very nice things about me to people I love. (stupid girl thinks that it wouldn't get back to me for some reason)

I had this weird feeling that she was talking about me, (casually sleeping with a boy here and there) but since she doesn't know that I know all the things she had said to others about me, I should have had no clue that she was really talking about me. Follow that? So I start getting really offended while she's running off at the mouth.

"Even if I had to wait a whole year without having sex with anyone, at least I know that I waited until I found someone that I was spiritually connected to before hopping into bed."

She actually said that to me. But with her sleeping with Mike.... Isn't that casual? What about that dude Dana? She had no spiritual connection with him. How about the 50 year old from Texas? Or the married dude from Australia? How about the threesome with some random chick from the bar and this guy we went to school with?

ALL CASUAL

Now I'm not a saint, but I'm honest. I did have casual sex with people. Currently I am not. I am in a very commited relationship with someone I love dearly. But still, what was she trying to prove? Was she trying to let me know that she thinks she is better than me or something?

Grrrr...... just makes me mad that's all.

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