Alone at Last

Wow! Holy crap balls! I can breath!

I have been with Ivan non-stop for more than 4 days strait. I went home sick on Thursday, and Ivan was there to help take care of me. I was also sick on Friday and Ivan was still there. He stayed with me all weekend, save 15 min. where he went home really quick to drop off some money to his roomate then came back. I think that is what you would call an Ivan overdose. Don't get me wrong, he is still a great guy and I still like him and all, but that was just a bit much for me. Going from one relationship where I got no attention to having 100% attention is something... well... odd for me.

Ivan is also a very affectionate guy. Likes to give hugs and kisses. Likes eye contact. Likes to be right in my friggen face everytime I turn around. Ahhhhh!!!!!

Ok so it's not really that bad. I just like to go poop sometimes with out my guy knowing that I'm in the bathroom taking a dump. Personal space is good. Plus I'm used to sleeping alone.

Ivan works nights this week and I won't be able to see him till Saturday. That will give me plenty of Tammy time before I see him again. Plenty of time to poop in private. Plenty of time to just be me!!!

I have been sick for about two weeks now. Just a cold. Nothing serious or anything, but I actually went to a doctor. I don't hardly ever go to a doctor for anything. Got myself some really good cough medicine and good advice on what kind of OTC cold meds to use. So hopefully I will get better soon. Any one who reads this and has been in close contact with me, take sudafed. Just plain old sudafed. Should help you feel better.