A Blog of new beginnings

I think I have finally figured out how to make sure the roomate doesn't ever get a chance to read this. I had to go down to the public library, get myself one of those handy dandy library cards and write in my blog on their computer. My computer, or should I say the roommates computer, isn't safe to write on any more. Can't believe she went through all those steps to find the damn thing. No such thing as privacy anymore. At least the library is right down the street from my house. Easy to stop in on my way home.

Since she read the letter I left for her and her friends just minutes before we left, the tension in the truck on the way over to the ocean was so thick that I wanted to cry. Well, I did while at home on the phone with Ivan. One of those times where I was so fed up and so angry I had no other outlet to my emotions other than crying. But that's another story. Anyway, I think she was feeling guilty or something. She insisted on paying for everything the whole trip. Paid for gas, food and the room. Kind of weird taking that vacation with her. Seeing as how I was pissed off. I almost left without her, but I was a little too chicken to do that. Decided to just go with the flow and try to enjoy myself.

I guess that there is one good thing to having my privacy invaded... It just encourages me to get going on my plans to buy a house. When is it time to let roommate know that I'm buying a house and that she isn't welcome to come with me? I'm going to move out in February, and she keeps trying to make plans for the future. I guess the only thing I can do is worry about myself. Her Daddy will take care of her no matter what is going on in her life.

I'm so frustrated still that my thoughts don't seem to make sense to me any more. I'm just glad that I still have this blog to write in, and that I found a way to continue to safely write in it.

I'll write again after work tomorrow. Well maybe not tomorrow. I get to go to a Sawyer Brown concert at the fair. Supposedly a whole group of us are going. Should be fun. I will try to get here to jot down a few words. So keep reading.