DOOMED

Well here shortly in a little while I'm going to meet up with the horrible no good very bad roommate. Going to sit down with her and have that talk that she wanted to have. Considering the mood I'm in from work, I think her timing was bad. I'm so grumpy and so sleepy that anything she tries to pull over on me is going to be called bullshit.

I find this whole situation tiresome, irritating and draining. I spent some time at work today asking random people if they had a room for rent. Problem is is that most people around me are men. So I talk to Ivan on the phone and ask him how he would feel if I rented a room from one of the old timers I work with. He said that he trusted me, but it would make him feel uneasy. So I told him that I wouldn't. I love him too much to compromise our relationship with something like that. So then I start thinking about looking through the want ads and finding someone who wants a girl for a roommate. Another girl that is.

Then Ivan throws another wrench in the works. "You want out that bad?" He says. Hell yes I do. I don't want to live with her any longer than I have to. Waiting till his lease expires in February is way too long of a wait for me. I want out now. We have a new plan now. Sweetie pie and his two roommates want out of their lease. They are going to break their lease, and we are all going to rent a house together.

WHAT THE HELL DID I JUST AGREE TOO??????

One good thing. If I can't live with Ivan while renting a place, I'll know for sure that I don't want to buy one with him. We figure that since today is the first of the month, we will give ourselves one month to get everything figured out.

I feel like I'm getting ready to start another crazy chapter in my life. Keep reading, because I'm going to have to keep writing.